What is my story? I
guess I will start with high school. I went
through high school without putting much thought into college. At the time my family owned a chain of
grocery stores, so my thought was that it didn’t matter; I was just going to work
at the stores. Then a series of events
led to my family selling the stores and I needed a new plan. I still didn’t put much consideration into
college because I was too uncertain about what I wanted to do for the rest of
my life. I guess I was under the
assumption that I needed to know what I wanted to do for the rest of my life
when I was 17 years old.
Once I graduated from high school, I needed a job, so I
worked through the summer. After a few
months of hauling 60lbs bundles of shingles up a ladder three stories, I
realized that I needed to do something different with my life. I still wasn’t sure what I wanted to do, but
I was certain that I didn’t want to break my back working construction my whole
life. I explored two options: community
college and the military. I went with
the military. For me the choice was
easy, either I go to school at a community college and work at night, or, I
join the Air Force; travel, go to school for free, full health and dental
coverage, all m meals paid for and all the other benefits that go along with
it.
By the following February, I was in Texas for basic
training. I did four years in the active
duty Air Force and returned home in 2007 to serve in the MA Air National Guard.
I
got to travel to different places and meet a lot of different people. Unfortunately the job I had in the Air Force
wasn’t something that I could use in my civilian life. I guess not many commercial airlines were
looking for someone to load munitions on their planes. So, I still needed to figure out what I
wanted to do with my life. I decided to
stick with the Air Force area and go to a technical school to learn about
maintaining aircraft in general aviation.
After school, I got my FAA certification and started a job
maintaining helicopters. The job had no
benefits, and I had to drive 75 miles each way.
I had no guidance or teaching; it wasn’t exactly what I wanted to do for
the long term. I was almost spending my
entire pay check on gas and health insurance, on top of having a boss that was
rarely around and didn’t want to teach or guide me in any way. The job had no room for advancement so; I
started looking for jobs elsewhere as soon as possible. Because I was working
on helicopters, I started looking for jobs working on wind turbines, because I
figured that would be the way of the future and I passed about 3 of them on my
way to and from work each day. I ended
up finding a job in Boston working at a renewable energy company. I started out as an Assembly Technician
making solar-powered inverters. I really
didn’t know anything about solar-powered inverters before I started, but the
people I was working with were really good about teaching me.
Shortly after, I was promoted to Assembly Lead, and then about
a year later to Manufacturing Assembly Supervisor. I managed to work my way up the chain at
Satcon without my degree, but I knew that if I want to go any further, I was
going to have to get it. I am not
content with just being idle; I need to advance. I tried to take some college courses at night,
but it didn’t exactly work out as I was planning. I took one traditional English class and
tried to take a hybrid course which alternated between meeting in class one
week, and having an online session the following. One class wasn’t a problem; adding the second
class where we were supposed to meet every other week during the winter was a
little more of an issue. We went through
a stretch that winter where we had a lot of snow so I had about a five week
period where we didn’t meet in class at all.
Going that long was just too much time without interaction with the
teacher. The class was structured so
that a lot of the material was explained during the classes when we met in
person. I needed help from him first
hand, rather than trying to have a conversation via email.
Even without the difficulties of not being able to meet for
the class, at the rate that I was going, I would have been in school for four
years. Again, not something that I could
have done with my work, military and personal schedule. Then I found out about College Unbound. At first I was skeptical, but once I spoke to
Jamie, she alleviated a lot of my concerns.
I loved the idea that I could receive college credit for my life
experience and other courses that a traditional college probably wouldn’t have accepted. I received credit for tons of experience;
from the military and technical courses, to my professional development
courses. I was ready to chalk up all
that experience up as a loss before I spoke to Jamie.
The other part that really turned me on to CU was how I
would be using my everyday job as an internship. I wouldn’t have to alter my schedule much from
my everyday work hours. I was already
spending between 8 and 10 hours a day at work, so I could use some of those
extra hours to work on my project for that semester. I thought it was a great idea to have us as
students get the experience of working on a project that we wouldn’t normally
be working on. It gave us experience and
it helped the company because it is a real project that someone would have to
do anyways; a true win-win scenario.
Another point that I liked about College Unbound was the
idea that I would be interacting with other students that were in the same
scenario that I was in. We could relate
and sympathize with each other because we knew what one another was going
through. Traditional schooling didn’t
work for us, so we had to find an ulterior way of being educated. We could share stories and relate to the
people that we were working with. We
could share ideas of how something worked for us, but other things didn’t. We would be learning from one another, along
with the CU staff and our Professional Advisors. We would be interacting with each other on a
more personal level; similar to a work environment.
I liked the idea of the education and learning plan being
based around me. You wouldn’t have to
bother with all of the excess material that you really didn’t want to go
through, just because you had to. We
would be “cutting the fat” out of our education. We would only be taking in the useful information
that would help us grow and achieve the things that we wanted to achieve. But, it would still be up to us to do the
work and take on the responsibility.
Just because it would be based around us, wouldn’t make it any easier;
maybe a little more convenient with our schedules, but not any easier. We would be taking on twice the work; a
full-time job and full-time school.
For me, it wasn’t easy the first year keeping up with all
the school work, my full-time job and life.
I was a new husband, a new father and I was killing myself at my job
working 60 to 70 (sometimes more) hours a week.
I would take the train to and from Boston when I could and either read
or do school work for that hour. I would
come home (exhausted) and spend 20 to 30 minutes with my wife and daughter
before they fell asleep and went right back to doing school work. There were so many things that I needed to do
around my house, that just had to wait.
I needed to spend time on my school work. When big projects came up at Satcon, my
school work suffered. I couldn’t not be
fully focused and dedicated to Satcon; this was my livelihood. I needed to provide for my family first and
do my school work second. I struggled
for a while with this just because the projects at work didn’t let up for about
a year.
My story has been filled with a lot of uncertainty. Uncertain about what I wanted to do in high
school. Uncertain about what I wanted to
do after high school. Uncertain about
what kind of school to go to after the military. Uncertain about where my job was/is
going. The one thing I am certain about is
that I need my college degree. There are many reasons why I want my degree,
but those aren’t as important as the process of obtaining it. At CU, there are many great aspects of the
program; like the flexibility in schedule, class collaboration, work internships
and “real” projects, but my degree is not going to be handed to me. I need to take charge of my own learning and
get the work done on my own. There are
going to be plenty of people all around me to offer me help and support, but it
is going to be up to me to get the work done.